REAL TALK...

I started this blog site because I needed a place where I could write/ vent and I guess ramble abt certain things that I have running thru my head.... so here we go *takes deep breath* 

Recently my heart has been crushed into a million pieces.. words can NOT explain my true emotions right now. Im more hurt and upset at the way it was done and how long it to this issue to be address. Im still stuck, speechless, uneasy, pissed and drained... my emotions  are all over the place. I know life is all abt choices and lessons.. You live and you learn..but me personally I wouldn't allow certain issues like this REAL TALK LIFE issues linger to where its to late and I will give up on you ... When your in any connection with a person.. no matter if your friends, family, co workers, siblings, significant other.. etc. I feel you should be able to come to that person and address the issues NO MATTER WHAT... I have been told Im hard headed and Im hard to talk to.. I never really too that characteristic seriously until NOW..All I can say is Im working on me and learning how to be more open and to not be so defensive when it comes to address me with and my flaws.  If you really know me you know Im  a very emotional person.. thats why I present myself with this HARD shell so I wont get hurt... but for now I will say I hear everything that was said and Im taking everything in perspective... social sites/networks is definitely an outlet for some people to make there lives appear to be OK when its really FUCKED UP OR maybe just unhappy with some of the issues or choices they have made in the past and acting out...You never know until you ask..  As always until the next blog **MUAH**